Sunday, 12 August 2007

• Back in the game to WIN

   

  After posting a bewildering and somewhat deranged entry raging over the  NUMBness in life…

  I realized that the real strength doesn't come from blocking off emotions while acting cool on the outside and constantly burying pain in the inside. It's like planting a time bomb and you know it well that you're actually too weak to disassemble the damn thing. No matter how hard you try to kill the problems and push yourself to be functional at work & life, the bomb only keeps growing in size waiting for its raging outburst.

  I kinda lost my cool and wasn't focusing entirely on the game recently.

  It's sad and depressing but I'm actually not ashamed of it.

  Now I'm back in the game with a better understanding of myself and learned to accept and move on.

  The game is simple, to enjoy life the fullest by experiencing the necessary emotions and different episodes in life with hope to become a better person. It is also about striving to achieve things that matters to us and enjoying the sense of achievement from time to time. 

  Life is ought to be happy...but real happiness doesn't come from ignorance. (Although sometimes it's easy that way) It comes from inspirations and realizations of truth with the capability to accept and adapt.

  These inspirations may be painful sometimes but I guess that's how we get to really know ourselves and develop to become a better person.

  I guess what I'm trying to say is, I'm back in the main course of life without fear of failure. The goal is to win this game with dignity and pride while enjoying every moment of the process. Charlie's back, and you're already a part of this game. Let's have fun and rock this world with style!

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